【the one】其实我在我一直期待你给我回信息的那一刻，就注定，我已经输了其实我在我一直期待你给我回信息的那一

爱一个永远不会爱自己的人，真的是一件很痛苦的事情，其实最好的爱就是你爱的那个也是爱你，而不是不爱，或者对方真实喜欢你。感情里被人爱才是最幸福的一件事。

It's really painful to love someone who will never love himself. In fact, the best love is that the one you love loves you, instead of not loving you, or the other person really likes you. Being loved emotionally is the happiest thing.

曾经为了追你，我就像是一个疯子一样，拼了命地去证明我有多爱你，但是最后我的付出，什么都没有得到，唯一得到的就是满身伤痕。现在的我拼了命地想要忘记你，因为我累了。

Once in order to chase you, I tried my best to prove how much I loved you, but in the end, I got nothing but scars. Now I desperately want to forget you, because I am tired.

【the one】其实我在我一直期待你给我回信息的那一刻，就注定，我已经输了。

你永远不会知道为为了让你高兴，我会做多少事情，你更不会知道为了不让你伤心，我会在你面前撒了多谎言。对于我撒得最多的谎就是，我没事。而你对我敷衍最多的就是，我要去睡了。

You never know how many things I will do to make you happy, and you never know how many lies I will tell in front of you in order not to make you sad. The biggest lie to me is that I'm fine. And the most perfunctory thing you do to me is, I'm going to sleep.

现在的真的好想找一个没有人的角落，然后放声大哭一场。我多么希望在我最难过的时候，你能给我一个小小的拥抱，但是最后我却发现我的背后没有一个人，我只能孤独地去面对一切。

Now I really want to find a corner where there is no one, and then burst into tears. I wish you could give me a little hug when I am most sad, but in the end I found that there was no one behind me, and I had to face everything alone.